| its late at night yeah i should be sleeping but i cant too many
thoughts running through my mind. through out this past week it has
been one of the hardest challenging times in my life. This past week i
was so lost in anger and fear i did things that i should have never
done. i mean problems were appearing everywhere in my life and i
couldnt take it, so i had to release some pain.During this time i have
done alot of reflecting on how ive been and how i treat other people
and iono like i should treat people better. i mean theres
constantly people there for me trying to help me thru my problems but
all i do is shove whatever they say back in their face. Im really sorry
if ive ever done that to you. In this week alone ...this being a really
weird thing to say...but ive never shed so many tears in my life just
cause i was afraid to lose someone very special in my life. i mean w/o
her id would b e so lost and confused in life, shes always been their
for me ever second i needed her no matter what the situation is se was
there....for me. im really thankful for having you in my life, you are
that light at the end of the tunnel, without you i would be in a world
of darkness. But you are in my life and im greatful, your there pushing
me everyday telling me to do my best in whatever i do, your why i look
forward to each and everyday. if i lost you....my life would just
shatter into thousands of pieces.... im sorry for the problems i caused
yeah iono just alot of thinking this past week.... hope u guys enjoyed my entry cause its gonna be my last one.....peace
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| uhhh played majhong till 1:30 yesterday
woke up at 11
now im reinstalling wow cause its stupid.....
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| friday... band banquet
saturday - STARWARS!!!!!!! the most awesomest movie in the world!!!!!!
sunday - project with hibbz and tuey
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| dance production yesterday pretty cool
went to millies
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| tomorrow is friday the 13th.. u know what that means!!!
Happy Nine Months Katrina = )
I Love You
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